Wednesday, October 24, 2007

Keep Your Head Up

Stay strong
If you’re willing to change
Although you may have ups and down
Twists and turns
Keep your head up.

Making Change

I am currently battling an ongoing crystal meth addiction and it sucks. I am changing friends and perspectives on life. I am constantly thinking about how I can avoid it that day. All my friends know and they are great to me. I know I’ll get through it, and just knowing this makes me stronger.

How has my thinking changes?

It’s changed in a way that I can’t even say how. Now I think of going and seeing a movie instead of drinking or smoking weed. I have changed from trying to rip people off to trying to help people find what they are looking for.

I guess I have changed for the better.

What Should I Do?

I caught my best friend’s girlfriend cheating on him. I do not know what to do. Should I tell him? I went to the bar last night. She was all over some dud,. Completely sober, too!!!

I could not believe it. She is an awesome girl and she is just perfect for my friend. When he finds out he will be heart-broken. I don’t know, I’m stuck. I don’t want to hurt either one of them so should I just let it go and let him find out for himself? I am super confused. Maybe I just will tell him. Isn’t that what a true friend does?

Making Change

I moved in with my aunt two days ago. I phoned my cousin in Yorkton and he told me my aunt moved here a month ago and he gave me her number. I called her and told her my situation. She told me to come over and talk to her in person. I went to her house and she laid down the rules and told me that I can stay there for $100 a month. I gave her 40 already and now I really respect her. I feel like I’m making changes.